$200,000
Utah regularly
Regular wins
Luxury late model car
Own three/four bedroom ocean view
$85,000
Utah
Late model Sentra
Rent two bedroom
The regular wins is the newcomer to the list. It used to be job satisfaction.
Free time to daydream, read, watch videos. Eat, drink coffee, beer. Write.
I am daydreaming, writing and eating right now π
The daydreaming, finding moments of peace and zen is my baseline. I naturally find them. I like them. They were my most cherished moments 10-15 years ago. I still like them but I am close to 48 years old. My career is winding down. I want to be good at something. Be proud of my work, be recognized and rewarded.
And sales suck.
I am not disappointed with the car. The house actually was an upgrade from when I started. I would like to make more money just to cover expenses. Utah could be more often but not terrible.
A stolen moment not working hard used to be a treat because I was getting paid the same as if I was busting my hump. But when I am objective focused I am stealing from myself.