June 4,2026, Thursday morning, 7:29am, pacific standard time, parking garage, office complex, Costa Mesa, California, USA. I am thinking about Wyoming and alcohol. How both rules my subconscious thoughts. And how both are gone. I have had a place to come home to in Wyoming for almost 47 years. For it to be gone is strange. I feel more relieved than sad. I got a quote to fix the dormer at moms. I will tell them to go ahead and get started.

June 3,2026,Wednesday morning,3:15am,pacific standard time, in Dana Point, California, USA. I ordered hair loss supplements online yesterday. There was an internal debated in my mind about the decision. Ultimately I concluded it was worthwhile the outlay; financially and physically. Everyday I spend an inordinate amount of time worrying about my hairline. Regardless of happens now I have peace of mind I at least did something to improve my appearance.

June 2,2026,Tuesday morning, 7:08am,pacific standard time,parking garage, office complex, Costa Mesa, California,USA. I parked in a new spot just to get some variety. Always have to try something new. On the drive in I was thinking about mom. She is bored and misses her friends. And her house. With me working I am not there as much to take her around. On the weekends we can go get coffee and shop. It is an adjustment for both of us. I know it was the right decision but that doesn’t make it easier.

June 1,2026,Monday morning,7:04am,pacific standard time,parking garage, office complex, Costa Mesa, California, USA. I am in the best mindset of my life. I am present, appreciative and positive. I can tell so much has changed in the past year. In the past month even. I am clear on who I am and what purpose I serve. I like my job, my living situion and my relationships. I feel truly blessed to have what I have right now.

May 31,2026,Sunday morning, 4:42am, pacific standard time,EōS fitness, San Clemente,California, USA. This is my Administrator on call weekend. It has been busy. Which isn’t a surprise. This past week we were at record census with multiple skilled nurses out. Everyone is feeling stressed right now. Yesterday afternoon after taking the dog for a walk and grabbing dinner for my daughter I planned to head home and eat with my mom. When I was almost home work sidetracked me with a task that took over an hour to figure out. Regardless I am thankful for the opportunity and success I have found at this job.

May 30,2026, Saturday morning,pacific standard time,Starbucks, Laguna Niguel, California,USA. they moved equipment around at my gym again. This is the second time they closed for multiple days to remodel. The first time I liked the change, this one, not so much. I am sure I will get used to before long it but it seems pointless. I have no plans for today. Right now I am hanging at Starbucks doing some online shopping. I ordered a jacket, shirt and sleeping pad off amazon. I need a little extra cushion for the futon until the mom living situation is figured out.

May 29,,2026, Friday morning,4:52am, pacific standard time, apartment in Dana Point, California, USA. I am working to get back in the groove of posting. I think mom moving in caused enough upheaval that something routine had to slip. In this case doing a daily post slipped my mind. I did keep up with food journals and 10,000 brick entries so I wasn’t slacking entirely. I am ready for the weekend. This week was hard getting up for the walk. I need to catch up on rest.

May 26,27,28, 2026 Tuesday to Thursday morning, 7:15am, pacific standard time,parking garage c office in Costa Mesa, California,USA. This week has flown by. I am still adjusting to having mom and the cat in the house. I am usually out the door by 6:30am and home at 8:30pm so I don’t see her much. We will look at the living situation and come up with a plan. I like having her here but it is very temporary at the moment.

May 25,2026,Monday morning, Memorial Day, apartment in Dana Point, USA. I did the blue lantern walk, got coffee then drove to the Planet Fitness in foothill ranch this morning. I had a good workout. Usually I don’t have time or energy during the week for three straight days of solid gym workouts . I feel better when I can take my time, stretch and focus on resistance training.

May 24,2026,Sunday morning, 7:22am, pacific standard time,parking lot, Planet Fitness, Lake Forest, California, USA. I did the blue lantern route this morning then came to Planet fitness for a workout. last night mom and I got a couple slices of pepperoni pizza from Flippin Pizza and a quart of caramel chocolate pretzel ice cream. It is important to have something that sets aside Saturday night as special. If pizza and ice cream do it I am all for it. I did wake up with a little indigestion. Nothing is perfect.