Why am I superficial? Am I uniquely superficial? Selfish?
I don’t think I always was. I longed for love commitment place and purpose. I believed I had those when I was the hospice chaplain. Many times even just briefly I thought I had it. Hell this las job I felt engaged and committed to the cause. Was it circumstance personality skill. I wasn’t seen as valuable but truth be told I was laid off so the pistol wasn’t valuable and most people in leadoroles at that company leave or are fired after 4 months
Sex used to be more a need. Now it is just to alleviate ore dom. I need to ditch that