I wish I could find a narrative I liked. It is hard to get excited playing the role of a 48 soon to be 49 year old man. Not many great options
My best isn’t good enough. I have tried and failed. But I can’t give up. I don’t know what surrender looks like. I don’t know how to rearrange my life and do something else. Ibiilt this life in California on the notion I was or would grow to be a strong hospice executive.
Fuck at this rate I am going to have 15 jobs in fifteen years. The nimbers are staggering
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