Back to that theme. I have been in Southern California nine years. I started my tenth year the end of last week. I am looking for my tenth job in that span of time. I lament things that are negative or that I am not. I look like a fool that can’t keep a job. I have no stability and jeopardize the place my daughter calls home. I chastise myself for the personality traits, thoughts and emotions that have led me to this perception I believe others have of me and the circumstances I have put those that rely on me in.
But I am resilient. I get back up every time I am knocked down. I figure it out.
I believe in myself and my abilities. Nothing scares me. There is not a situation that I haven’t seems from multiple angles.
I am intrigued by the possibility that my next position my have more responsibility, a better title and a larger income.
I might stay or I might move. I might travel to multiple sites. I thrive on the adventure and the unknown.
In the end I am what I am and I ain’t what I ain’t