I feel uncomfortable writing this one but feel I must. I mentioned earlier in the blogs about hooking up with women and guys. This makes me sound bisexual. I guess it centers around what sexuality is. Does it mean who you are willing to get naked with or does it involve emotional connection?
If it is simply a matter of willingness to be sexual then yes, that would make me bisexual. If it is a matter of emotional connection then I am heterosexual.
Being with guys felt weird at first. And that feeling made it even more alluring. Like my brain was short circuiting. As I did it more the less weird it felt and the less the payoff.
Guys are about immediate satisfaction. There is no emotions. Not even exchanging of names or phone gunners. No expectations to call or talk afterwards. It can be a moment and then the moment is done.
With women, no matter what there is a emotional connection. There is expectations both for me and from me. That made it harder to just hook up, be in the moment and move one.
I was a user and it was easier to use and be used with guys.
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