It is after 8pm. On a Friday nights. Not late. What should I do?
I could just pack it in. Read for a little bit, fall asleep.
I could text friends and acquaintances. Catch up with people I have not talked to for a while.
This is usually the time I feel lonely and look to connect with someone new. It isn’t aleays about physical sex. Mor often than not it is simply chatting with other people and the thrill of talking about sex or hook ups. when I threw away the boner pills this morning I kind of felt sad. I don’t really want to hook up with people but now the possibility is gone.
When I stopped drinking alcohol a couple times I realized it wasn’t just the actual moment of drinking I missed but all the times I thought about it, escaped into the idea.
Sex and alcohol aren’t just escapes in a specific moment. The anticipation of the acts fill so much time as well
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