I keep weighing the equation of whether I am too honest.
So many people will be offended and feel uncomfortable about stuff. Especially sex. I am offending my own sensibilities!
I keep thinking I need to tone it down. Not be honest. It makes me feel uncomfortable. Then I feel like I am offending people by saying it makes me uncomfortable. the only time I really think this blog is worth reading is when I am truly making myself realize truths.
I keep wanting to explain and justify my actions.
I try to be everything. A successful employee or business owner. A faithful and loving husband. An attentive father. A devoted dad. Someone who volunteers his time to organizations and causes.
But I slack off at work. I enjoy time alone more than with groups. I fell in love with an amazing woman. I get horny. I strive for an ideal. I gave it my best effort.
There deserves to be an honest record of the journey