No matter how happy or sad I am I am still playing the game. There are many times I feel I have lived my life. even if I emotionally feel complete I still am in good physical health. My insurance company is confident enough I will live to 80 they bet money on it.
Whatever may come my way I will deal with it. I am too chickenshit to cause my own physical death. eventually I will be gone. the time I am here from this point will not be defined by any plan of my devising.
I am an ordained Christian minister. This is my prayer.
“I don’t know what you need me for.
I don’t know if you are pleased or disappointed in the life I have lived.
I don’t know when I will die.
I don’t know anything.
From this point on I turn over whatever I am and ever will be to your purpose.”
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