More hypothesis/observations
I estimate I first got a smart phone in 2008?
I am not even sure
Examining preaching/chaplain/spiritual care.
I stopped preaching and being a chaplain in 2009.
Potential reasons: I lost my ability to concentrate. I couldn’t trust myself to preach without notes. I lost passion for discovery.
I blamed grief. My dad had died. When he died the obligation was gone.
I blamed experience. I had been preaching for over ten years. There was nothing new to discover, learn or share
I blamed aging. I was older. I believed my memory slipped
These things might be true. I am investigating a new angle
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