If I am going to work a job I want to go back and be a hospice chaplain. that is the best job I ever had. But going back means closing the door on hope of a better tomorrow. Closing the door on getting out of debt. I have outgrown the system I have done for the past nine years.
- apply for a job
- interview for a job
- get a job
- not really invest in keeping the job
- repeat every 3 to 12 months
It is a two way street. These are shitty user high turnover jobs. It is just an exhausting way to make a living. I am in debt, I am bored and I lack any overarching theme of value