My mind is a whirlwind. The time has come to leave. To give notice on my house and move. The options are get the job and move to Arizona or not get the job and go back to Wyoming/Utah. I have fought against change or making a decision for three years. I am broke, tired and frustrated. I kicked the decision down the line month by month until now the decision is made for me. I have no money and no job prospects. My credit is shot.
Not getting the job would be a bitter defeat. Similar to when I applied for a Vice President job three years ago. The time I started to lose my edge.
With this situation there is fear and hope. I vacillated about leaving before. There are some benefits to leaving. I chose to stay because I believed it was best for my daughter. Now I do not have a say in the matter. Some decisions aren’t made until they are made for you.
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