Traveling took all day. Crazy people but most money and largest paycheck. Put it away so had some built up for storm.

They sold the building in utah. Change coworkers so took job based on Southern California. First time laid off. Tried to fire me but I called them on it and they actually gave me a fair severance but never replaced me so position eliminated

My happiness. Job girlfriend, purpose, calling

Moved to California. Thought about joining the army, being a teacher then hospice chaplain

I keep checking my text, email and job boards. I can’t get a spark. Nothing seems to be cooking.

Got job and territory included Utah. Only time I was happy since being chaplain.

What can I say about Modesto? Good job but miserable. New hire came in. On way out

Took time to work on my leadership of the religiously unaffiliated. That lasted about two months then Modesto

Quite a step up in pay and responsible. Now a sales genius.

The job was good. Things were going well. Then hired new person. It was like being hired as an offensive coordinator just before the new head coach was hired. Person came in. Chased me off. I was bitter but the clinical nurse was next and she just was promoted and had Been there nine years. Hers was probably the rawer deal.

There are a lot of jobs to apply for so writing this at least is doing something.

Job 14 hmmm what will it be?

It is hard to get excited .

The fact is jobs suck so changing them doesn’t really change much. People are crazy in different ways.

I worry about finances but honestly I have been so broke for so long that doesn’t even worry me as much.

This whole narrative seems jumbled and convoluted.