I either go to bed at 6:30pm or stay up and get shit faced drunk. There are really no other options. I have such anxiety about how to spend my time at night. I don’t know what to do. I can get up and 3:30am, go for a walk, exercise, write, check the news. Mornings I am focused and dialed in. Nights I am an addict loser that is going to destroy himself. I think it is more extreme with the pandemic and not having work. I am so fucking bored. I thought I was bored before when I could go to the store, the gym, the coffee shop. Jesus. Now I really know boredom
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