Job

I was a chaplain. I genuinely hoped people in need and made a decent living doing it.

Now I job hop around trying to make as much money possible doing things I hate. When did I lose my way? And why can’t I get back? Or find something new?

I am not in a good place. Physically I am fairly healthy and in shape. But mentally I am in a darkness. I don’t see much hope or possibility. I can’t fathom physical violence in myself or anybody else but I don’t know where to turn for peace. The void is screaming