Liberating

Not trying to project perfection, hide my weaknesses and admitting my shortcomings is liberating. There are things I wish I wasn’t, things I wish I didn’t do. Failures I am embarrassed to own. But at least I don’t have to exhaust myself putting up a facade. For other people and even for myself. I read old material about being a coach and I tried so hard to grow, be someone different. Believing if I just worked harder, was more consistent or even put myself in sink or swim situations I would change and find huge success. I am just me. I am pretty much the same guy I have been since I was 15 years old just starting high school. The same guy just doing the best he can in the situation and role I was given