If you met me you probably wouldn’t like me. Maybe ten years ago. I am very quiet and withdrawn. I don’t talk much. I don’t have deep knowledge about any topics. I have no hobbies.
I used to speak in depth about big topics, spirituality, death, hospice. Even for a time sales strategy business strategy and theory. Now I just grunt and nod. There is no passion to speak for a long time. Everything feels like it has been said and adds up to nothing.
If I have had a drink I might open up more. Let my guard down and speak a little more but now when I take something seriously I am self conscious. I miss having something to say and believing in something
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