Phoenix again

Of course that also means I have to tell them I got laid off from my other job. Four weeks from laid off to another offer. But will ultimate be 9 or ten weeks without a paycheck.

I am so secretive and hiding shit. It is second nature. I have built my defenses up. I hide embarrassing news. I hide my love for the WIL. I keep wanting to reach out to her and o naturally come up with ways to talk to her in code. Forgetting that I am not hiding it any more. Fuck it is annoying and exhausting

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