This past month has been difficult. I have been stressed before. The last year and a half were stressful. Worried about work performance. Job security. This has moved into losing my marbles territory. When I am stressed I can cope. Isolate the problem. Breathe deep. Focus on something else. I can’t identify the enemy right now. I can’t find a through thread to keep me on target.
The last non negotiable was staying in Southern California until my daughter graduated high school. That is gone. Either this liberates me or sends me spinning out to orbit untethered.