Losing a job like that would be hard. With the pandemic it was a double bad beat. I have had way too much time to think about it and not an ability to use coping mechanisms.
The pandemic is a double defeat. Not only do you lose the things you like. Movies, concerts, restaurants, flying, gambling. But you lose the contrast that makes NOT doing those things so fun. Having a beer and watching a movie instead of going out was much more empowering. Now it is the only choice. It feels empty. There is no either/or of going out or staying in. Even for a guy who would choose stay in 9 times out of 10 it has disrupted equilibrium.
I am losing my mind. Not joking ha ha funny. Losing my mind like my thoughts can’t focus. This fucking sucks
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