My competitiveness is kicking in. I have been in Southern California for nine years. I tried every angle to stay.
I am on the brink of financial ruin.
I am dealing with serious bouts of depression and anxiety.
I dislike the work I have done. The impermanence of multiple positions.
Yet leaving means losing. I need to deprogram. dump this thought line. Amazing how the mind can latch onto one simple thread and ride it to stupidville
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