Every single day. Every relationship, interaction. I consciously think about how I am going to approach people. What persona I will be. It is exhausting
One thing I love about the WIL is her personality. She is so confident. She doesn’t hesitate around people. She is who she is. Brash. Opinionated. Strong.
The WIL loves being around people. She enjoys being social. She knows who she is and is empowered sharing it with others.
I admire that. I envy it. I always try to be what I think someone else wants. There is no consistency. I don’t interact. I put on a show. What would it be like to actually look forward to and enjoy interpersonal activity? Fuck that sounds fun
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