The situation with the house is easy to see how destructive it is sitting in a hotel in Phoenix at 3am. Getting ready to move for a job away from my family. I have a new perspective.
I knew all those things in Dana Point but I was in the energy. I loved my house. The view. The cool breeze. The neighborhood. That it was/is the place my daughter considers home. The place where my mom is having fun and rehabilitating. It was ground zero. The place we could all return to no matter how far we traveled.
Having a home is beautiful. I can and will provide that again. For my daughter. My mom. Even my wife if she needs it. But giving up my health for that house is not worth it. I bless and release that place. And look forward to finding home anew.
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