The property was fine. The lady wasn’t very helpful and didn’t seem all that interests in having me move in. Put a damper on my enthusiasm. I am checking out another property tomorrow morning.
Had contact with my new boss/supervisor. She announced my hiring. Responded to a lot of well wishes.
Feeling the depression. Lockdown has deprived me the joy of home. I don’t know where “home” is any more. Wyoming doesn’t feel like home. Utah doesn’t feel like home. Dana Point doesn’t. Phoenix doesn’t. I don’t know my safe place to return to and shut out the world. Because I don’t have a world to shut out. I miss activities. I miss the contrast of not doing activities even more. There is a constant anxious ache in my stomach. It has always been there, intermittent. It got worse with the lockdown. It has become constant since the layoff.
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