In the moment

One thing I struggle with is staying in the moment. Engaging the mission. Focusing on the goal.

My mind is always searching for positions that take into account all past values. Being in a good place isn’t enough. I bring in childhood thoughts. Past memories. Experiences from long ago. They all crowd in demanding validation. And if one is incongruent I lose my edge. I scramble to recalibrate to satiate all viewpoints.

Talk of cleaving is to remedy that. Phoenix is a new start. Being the director is a new start. These posts are a new start. I am in a good position as a father and leader. For the rest of the year I have focus. Complete the logistics of moving. Establish a strong foundation. Lead with conviction. Provide positive energy and peace to everyone I encounter.

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