Last night I imagined my mindset and thought pattern as an operating system. What would it take to change my operating system? How could I remove it? Replace it?
I was busy all day yesterday. The anxiety was there but I was able to be productive and use it the energy effectively. This morning went for a walk with my daughter and spent the rest of the time working on homework.
I would love to find an activity that occupies my mind and allows me to sustain my lifestyle.
I believe I actually have a high reviving engine that needs attention. But I have not found good ways to express it. The activities I learned, observed and valued were cerebral, isolated. Internal. There is a whole world that is tactile, engaging external. The question is can I rewire my brain and activities? Can I change my operating system?
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