I have learned nothing. I haven’t improved. My work history is my grade. I have earned a F. I could write off my emotions and mental state as overreacting. I feel the same thing other people feel. The job thing is a black eye. The fucked up thing is there is an easy redemption story . I am doing work I don’t enjoy and am not suited for. If I could go back to being the chaplain, or find a new ministry or a career I liked it would be just part of a great larger story. I can’t find that next act.
Learn nothing
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