5:12pm on the couch at home, Dana point There is a disconnect. My energy is flowing hard internally. Extreme anxiety but abating slightly. Here is the situation; I don’t want to stay in this house. I need to get out of Dana Point, at least for a little while. I am indifferent about Phoenix. A little bummed I couldn’t get my cable set up correctly so I won’t have that for the first weekend. I am indifferent about the job. Somewhat excited but not overly excited. I can’t think of where to go or what to do. I just don’t have the answers. I don’t know what or where would make me happy. The only solace I have, the only thing I like to do is write these posts. It is the only productive thing I do.
Not depressed
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