Going through the posts. Looking at the WIL. Thoughts are a cycle of torture. Does she ache for me like I do her? Is she indifferent? Is she mad I haven’t reached out to her? It was a year ago today we last truly communicated. Texts messages back and forth wishing we were together.
Is she scared I would be with someone else? Does she care? Does she want me to keep hoping or move on? Logically I know it is over but I would rather be tortured without her than physically with someone else while empty inside
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