Just like I am not as in tunes with my body I am not as untuned to my environment or stressors. I Alfred so much better now that I am not trying to start a job and move. By pushing the move out two more weeks I can just focus on the job aspect. I am so relieved. I feel relaxed and confident. It is weird. I am not used to feeling positive emotions. I have gotten so anxious stressed and worked up I get anxious for not being anxious. I need to relax and enjoy the day.
I have a call at 4pm with the owner of the hospice company I poke with last month in Manhattan beach