Being a dad

I feel like I am making an excuse when I say this but it feels true. The bandwidth I use to be a dad comes at the expense of being a friend and a good employee. The energy I expend in the relationship with my daughter comes from the same well I used to gear up for work or want to do activities with friends. When I think about my daughter coming to Arizona I am excited and energetic. Then I remember I have to bear down for work. She is the most important person to me. I just need to make sure I stay focused and engaged at work too. To be the best dad for her I need to have stability