I couldn’t seem to get on top of my anxiety and depression.
All this energy builds up and it can’t pass through the funnel. So it stays inside, builds up and corrodes my soul.
Now I am pissed. I have all this energy and talent and I failed. I don’t fail at anything and I fucking have eaten shit for ten years. Claiming my aero fancy pushes the energy through. God I want to fucking feel alive again. Not like a depressing loser