I have so many talents, gifts. I am smart and strong. Get out of transformation mode. These posts, battling depression, anxiety, mental breakdown. This is my ministry. Funny how my energy flows very well when I am in being mode. This is valuable. But it is only in my head. All anyone knows of me is going to move to Arizona and be a director . When I say ministry I imagine St Marks and crisis calls. Hospice. I have waited decades to find my own ministry and a worthy opponent. How do I engage with those in need? Hospice and st marks out me in a situation and I responded. Where is the situation?
Note on sex. Still abstaining. Not even talking to people. Missing intimacy and connection.
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