There has always been dueling energy inside me. One is the desire to win. Compete and conquer. The other is to relax, let go. Rest. For the most part I just accepted each. I could find balance between the two. Lately I am scared of the rest part because now death seems like rest. Rest equates to depression. Rest means letting my guard down and losing my job. I am scared of failure again
Dueling energy
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