A new energy has been over me for the last twelve hours. Everything is flowing through me. Am I am at peace and energized. Not all the time but definitely much more than before. I can’t believe how mentally vulnerable I was just last month. Last week. I am scared of it returning. I am scared I don’t know how to act when I am positive and happy and will try and will my way back to misery.
Today is my last day living in Dana point. I will still come back and complete the process of the move over the next few weeks but this is goodbye as a citizen. There is nothing to say. I am not mad. I am not sad. After all the struggle, passion and commitment it is time to let go. I feel Dana point letting me go and I am leaving thankful for the experiences but also thankful for new opportunities
Thinking about pride, success, title. If I could have any title and want to be something I want to be “counselor”