4:09pm resting on the couch. Been packing the truck for the initial trip to Arizona tomorrow. didn’t do a great job but took a bench, chair, blow up bed and a book case so I will have some furniture. I didn’t use all the space very well. Have to throw some last minute things in, secure the load. Then be ready to head out tomorrow morning. I need to leave early enough to pick up the keys but I don’t need to get out too early.
Feeling numb. Doesn’t feel like I am moving. More like going on a trip. I have had anxiety all day about the job. I feel so fucking damaged. My self worth is trash.
We are ordering pizza. The wife and my daughter are going to come over and celebrate my birthday tonight.
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