12:21am laying in bed. Dinner was nice. A little weird amongst all the moving boxes. We hadn’t gotten cake so all of us including the dog liked in the car to get ice cream. So much energy yesterday was about leaving. Tomorrow night (or later tonight actually) will be about establishing a new place. I pray. Please god, I need a new way to look at work, employment, relationships, personal/professional. There are many things I loves about Southern California but I did not achieve anywhere near acceptable results in relationships. I want to give move. Share my talents. Receive support and love.
I will be in a completely new place. I want to be a new man.