Update

Not much going on. 5:12pm. In the apartment alone. Not agitated, just mellow. Took a nap, watched a little bit of a movie, went for another walk. Checked out the gym at the complex. I should be able to get resistance training in which will be nice.

I keep going back to the mantra that I am here for work and work alone. That is the priority. I was concerned about other things and my work ethic slipped to unsustainable levels. I was a bad employee. I was in the wrong line of work as well. I believe I can be a strong and effective leader. That is my calling here in Arizona. I will fulfill my responsibilities and trust family, house, budget and savings will fall in place accordingly

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