6:51am woke up feeling fragile, vulnerable, untethered. I am the author of my script. I choose how the protagonist looks at things and reacts. I. Hoods happiness. Triumph.
If I fall in the trap of thinking things need to improve I will be miserable. always wanting to do better has pushed me out of homes and jobs. I can improve. But I am not going to look at home, city or jobs as the variables. I will improve my relationships, my writing, my value to family and friends.