7:07pm home after dinner. Energy is low. Have been in crisis mode so long. I don’t know how to act when. Don’t feel threatened. Maybe I have drama because I like drama?
They announced a stake of our company was sold today. Changes coming. We will be a part of the new organization. Shouldn’t affect me too much. Never know. Once change about my attitude. In the past I would almost relish major upheaval. It would be a reason to not commit. To have another adventure. This year and the last job changed that. losing a job just means getting another job. This last change almost killed me. I don’t want to find something new.
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