6:59am finished showering. I find it fascinating/interesting that this job is best case scenario. Not too busy, new place, fresh start. I can see this has the happy ending I long for. But finding that perspective is a huge grind. Slipping into worry is much easier. About numbers. Relationships with boss, employees, community. Past experiences. It is like trying to concentrate on a task while a hundred people are screaming all at once.
After shower
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