6:57am last night after I had gone to bed my daughter face timed me. She asked if I wanted to do math. I said yes so she turned the screen around and we started watching the video how to do it. It was a video we had already watched over a month ago. The whole scene became chaotic. My daughter wanted to go take a shower because she spilled something on her shirt. My wife wanted to set up a joint zoom call so I could see the screen but couldn’t do it right away. I was tired. I asked my daughter to just let the video play for two more minutes and I would remember how to do the lesson. But she said she would do it tomorrow and we hung up. I was frustrated. She is not doing her work and failing. My wife believes it is for the best for her to fail to get more help. I slept restless all night. I want to help my daughter. I want to fix things. I want to make it better. The whole scene felt uncomfortable. My wife frames me as the dad who abandoned his daughter and doesn’t make time for her.
I release the negative energy. I am strong. I am whole. I am at peace.
mikemeyer949 