Ten weeks

1:07am ten weeks ago was New Year’s Eve. Oh my god. The year is not even 1/5 over. My mind is starting to think expansive thoughts. Beyond tradition and norm. Isn’t that what got me in trouble to begin with? Now that activities are tempering I ask myself “what is possible?” However I have learned the lesson my parents tried to teach me many years ago. Always have a job to back up your dreams. For decades I saw that as counter productive. Wasn’t the point to live life without having to work? The job provides stability and baseline. By connecting my dreams to my work i mixed a recipe of failure that abused my sanity. Decimated me financially. I am going to remove either /or from the equation. Dreaming does not require work avoidance for success. My mind can soar while I lead and provide value