Punchy

11:40am at work. I usually don’t have time to write at work. I am punchy this morning. Not sure why. I feel frantic. Distracted. Sent in information for car insurance. Set up truck registration. Figuring out health insurance. Today is the first day of school for my daughter in a year. She has done online for almost exactly a year. Maybe I am nervous for her. I am probably punchy because of the last post. Being honest about sex feels impossible. It is a house of cards. Reveal one truth and something collapses. Be completely honest and everything disintegrates. If I was honest my wife would hate me, my daughter would hate me. The WIL would hate me. And that is just the beginning. I would be ashamed and embarrassed