7:54pm actually went out after dinner to go shopping. The smoke alarm was beeping again. I needed fresh batteries.
Is it possible to change? Am I the same person I always was? Do I want to change even if I could? What do I want to change? I keep thinking there is something better out there. Maybe that is a distraction. Just like the distraction of returning home. Except it is a distraction of the future. That a better future is no more real than an idyllic past