6:10am when I feel threatened (overwhelmed) I look to retreat. I catalog my shortcomings and all the reasons I fail. I look for a concept of home. A place I feel safe. I am in Arizona. It is new. It is the proving grounds. Dana point is almost gone. Utah has faded. Wyoming is the most home like now. Not to physically go back to. But mentally. When stressed. Check with me this afternoon. I will laugh at that sentence.
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