6;47pm no matter what I have or where I am I will want something else. If I stayed in Dana point I would want Arizona. If I had stability I would want adventure. If I had money I would want freedom. there is no “better” there is only different. And I long for what I love and don’t have.
I am sick of mourning what I perceived was lost so many years ago. That energy has dominated my existence for over a decade.
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