Arizona

I can build a home in Arizona. I found an energy I never had before with the boss energy. I still feel like I have a problem with commitment? Is that the word? The ability to stay in a situation. Be part of the solution. I am an experienced and trained leader. I have my mba. Yet I see how I get all excited and want to be wildly successful all the time. If things aren’t going great I feel like a failed and should leave. Or I deserve to be fired. I am a captain who took the wheel of the ship. I promise to see the vessel through the journey. But a static energy rumbles inside me. I always feel I am going to abandon ship or get pushed off. I marvel at leaders who stay at the helm through good and bad. That those who entrusted them to lead trust them when it is successful and when it is difficult.