3:41pm back in Arizona. The move is complete. All my stuff is out. The last part is getting my furniture and boxes from the movers. I am not a materialistic person but I feel secure surrounded by my stuff. I needed to move out of that house years ago. It was travel and long days away from home in the beginning. Then for the last four years it was going into debt to pay for a lifestyle I could not afford. The events of this year jarred me free. I rescued my sanity and my belongings. We are in a safe place.
The Arizona boss energy is the biggest asset I have. If you want to change how you feel you have to change how you feel. That sounds pedantic. But it is important. I found a new energy. yet I keep wanting to slip back into old energies that didn’t work. I wanted to change. I succeeded. It is like wanting to be a millionaire. Someone shows you how. But you don’t want to do it because you want it done your way. I found exactly what I am looking for in the Arizona energy but I keep wanting to find it with California energy. That energy was frustrating. This energy is new. It feels unfamiliar. I slip into the familiarity of frustration. I can consciously pull myself back to Arizona boss energy but it takes discipline and effort. Soon it will be natural.
This morning I ordered with my phone. I walked to pick up my drink at 6:45am. When I got there another guy was walking toward the entrance. The door was locked. Even though the app let us order it did not mention the lobby didn’t open until 7am. The other guy got in his car and went through drive through. I didn’t want to walk back to get my car. So I stood outside on a curb and waited for the drive thru person to help someone. I explained the situation. Another employee brought my drink out while the other guy sat in his car a couple places back. I felt that was a small vignette of boss energy. I am confident, assured and solution focused. Going back five blocks to get my car didn’t make sense. Waiting 15 minutes for my coffee to get cold didn’t make sense. I saw a solution and fixed the issue. I was proud of myself
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