I don’t want to get too nostalgic. it still feels like leaving a time share. Memories come up of different times. “Remember the time we did this?” “Remember the time this person was with us?” I actually like the romance of leaving. The escapism. I like getting out of this giant rut I have been in with this house. I will miss my morning view though

I took this energy, this house, my approach to work as far as I could. I like my apartment in Arizona. I really like my gym at the apartment. I have my stuff, my gym, my energy. I am the boss there. I am the leader. I am in charge. A year and then I will reassess. The WIL, Arizona. California, marriage, fatherhood, being a son. Owning a house. A lot of things to be answered. For a long time I felt 2022 to 2026 was going to be the focal point of life. I wonder if that will be true…